My past years' learning repertoire

Good grief, I haven't web logged my thoughts in exactly one year. My juggling act in ministry has changed drastically in this past year yet I still feel as if I'm at the end of the learning curve. I just completed my third year in full-time youth ministry so why am I just now learning specifics of the job!? Yes, it feels so often that in ministry I have no clue what's going on. Just as soon as I feel connected to the kids, one will go off and do something so incredibly stupid that... oh wait, sounds just like me! I guess we're all the same really. I'm a sinner, saved by grace.

But this journey continues to be a learning experience. Thus, here is my one year learning... repertoire, if you will:

1. I've learned to make my own decisions. No more stale programs or useless events; but a newness that is bringing our kids closer to Christ.

2. I've learned to say no. Oh dear word 'no' where have you been all my life.

3. I've learned to keep your friends close, your enemies closer, and your fellow youth ministers closest. I don't believe I could survive without the compassion and support of these guys.

4. I've learned that my God and the church are not one in the same. I believe that God is and always will be first in my life. Church life, however, will not take that number one spot. I've seen too many people place ministry work before their families; thus resulting in broken relationships. A healthy compromise seems to be necessary.

5. I've learned that I don't have to see immediate results. The power of Christ is at work in every teenager at Parkview, no doubt in my mind.

6. I've learned that old farts will be old farts. Many people are stubborn in pursuit of the path they have chosen, few people seem to be in pursuit of the goal.

7. I've learned I can't change you, no matter how hard I try. It's God doing.

8. I've learned a daily calendar is of the utmost importance in this field.

9. I've learned to trust cautiously but love unconditionally. - I usually love cautiously, which makes me wonder if that is true ἀγάπη (agape).

10. I've learned that I don't have to look or appear intelligent with big words or deep theological discussions. If I can share my and Jesus' story with someone which leads them to Gods arms, his will is being done.

Why didn't I know these things prior to now? Maybe I did, but refused to listen; or was too caught up in playing a role rather than living the prayer.

Our Father in Heaven, hallowed is your name,
Your Kingdom come, your will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven
Give us today our daily bread, and forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors
And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from the evil one.